#but i don’t want to be published 1. bc u have to do sooooo much more work if u r published and i don’t want to

[lesbianlenas]

had a meeting w my faculty advisor for the paper i keep complaining abt writing & i was like my paper is so bad in my head bc if u (ok at this point i accidentally hit the music thing & it came up w songs i was like why these songs? and so i clicked it multiple times & every single time it came up w all different songs except millions by gerard way which was there every time a song i have never even linked to on here so what is THAT supposed to mean like clearly it knows enough to put songs that i have listened to before but not enough to put songs ive actually linked. confused at its knowledge. maybe it doesn’t actually know that much bc it’s only put up one other song i also know & then songs by some artists ive listened to but most of the stuff i don’t know. so where is it getting it from? what are the odds it would put up 2 songs i know out of the millions of songs in existence?) have been reading my posts i have been basically writing the bare minimum in torturous 12 hr sessions on the day it is due so i was like this man is abt to bash my paper to my face 😭 so LITERALLY he says to me i think once you add more depth to this paper it will be a great paper that should be published and also you’re a great writer by the way i was like “oh. thanks.” LMFAO 😭 literally was so shocked that he said that i was just like “ok” abt it 😭 however actually having the paper published is my worst nightmare so maybe i should make it bad on purpose.

[thetiniestcicada]

alright Official Last Discourse Post tm bc it might debunk that last reply but i stated my opinion on the matter & i mentioned multiple times that i want to be kept far from all this so,,, yea. last one folks

Anonymous said to thetiniestcicada:

I'm kind of sad to see you agreeing with antis, considering that they're usually the ones telling people to kill themselves over a ship. It's okay to be uncomfortable and I understand that, but according to lore(afaik)we really only know for sure that Jesse was in his thirties in Blackwatch. The 17 years old thing is fanon & it's more likely timeline wise that he was in his mid twenties. Fanon is also father-figure Reyes & never implied. Not saying you have to like it, but it's fanon portrayal. It also didn't have a big influx after the 17 thing, but actually decreased in content & upped in anti hate considerably, which made actually finding and making content much more difficult. I've seen that argument that it qualifies as incest but again, not his father nor do we know that he took on the role of father figure. And just judging from what we know of his personality now, I don't think it would be an abusive power balance since Jesse wouldn't take it and Reyes certainly wouldn't use it 

tbh i have... no idea who that is and im?? yikes im sorry that this happened thats not at all okay. i assume thats the person whose reply i posted & im. gonna go delete that then bc,,, yikes

-i have no concrete proof about whos right re: the whole influx thing so im just gonna shrug and delete that reply bc it might not be true when its presented as a fact

on the other hand tho 

1) its true that the father-son relationship is fanon mostly but like,, idk why youre trying to justify that to me? i didnt say anything about that in my answer. although its very understandable for people to be super weirded out by the ship if thats what they see them as, in my humble opinion, but again i didnt use that in my answer so,

2) most of this argument is questioning the ages which is like, in itself kind of super :/ ??? im still super uncomfortable with their age difference considering how damn young jesse was and its very much portrayed as pedophilic, theres that x doubt thats still present and makes the whole thing very uncomfortable and some people def use that as an excuse sooooo im gonna stay away from this anyways thank u very much, and

3) “And just judging from what we know of his personality now, I don't think it would be an abusive power balance since Jesse wouldn't take it and Reyes certainly wouldn't use it “ except thats.... not really how it works???? reyes is his actual superior and despite looking like he was a Cool Dude (tm) in canon theres still that element that is def used in the ship?? of yknow. being his boss. above him. reyes most definitely is in a position of power and the fact that he uses it or not for wrong doesnt change the fact that he is in a position of power over jesse??? he still holds power over him and getting into a relationship with that knowledge is kinda fucked up whoops and like, people seem to be into that which im so. very. fucking. uncomfortable with. also def the fact jesse kinda owes him his life for getting pulled out of that gang which is a huge thing reyes could hold over his head & he could feel potential guilt for refusing him which is fucked up!!!!! :^)

so like alright gang im tired & i dont want this blog to become discourse central so. this is the last post im making about this, if you really wanna give me a piece of ur mind hit up the chat bc im not gonna publish asks anymore. I stated my opinion when someone specifically asked why mcre/yes was disliked & i said multiple times i dont wanna interact w/ mc/reyes so please just. respect that?? im not trying to put hate out there i just. want the thing i dislike to be kept away from my person & i... really dont think thats too much to ask for. thanks & good day